Walking through a storm with a little umbrella

I feel like I'm walking through a storm everyday of my life. I keep asking when this is actually going to stop.  Asking God might be my mistake, but I guess I have always been that type of kid, the "WHY" for everything that is happening... I can't catch a break lately, and I'm asking now WHY. I want to know if there is some Karma, I haven't pay yet... I thought I was done, but apparently I haven't complete my debt.
I don't like to feel like I'm been obligated to do stuff, and that's how exactly I feel.  Obligated to look out for a spiritual connection with GOD, otherwise it will be always a cursed on me, following me around and I will never be happy.  So, to tell the truth, there is no "FREE WILL" in this fucking world.  God, where are you I must ask, but I can't because if I do, something can be do against me.

Free willing, do we actually get it.  Maybe for those who are never cross with the church, maybe for those who don't think on anything, besides is just Life. 
Happiness is just a long shot from me right now, little things keep happening to me and how I feel? I feel bullied by life.  I feel like I have no purpose on Earth.  Don't tell me what to do, just guide me on the right direction. 
How many blows am I going to be able to resist before I actually drop and say I can take it no more.  You are pushing me to a corner and actually PUSHING my bottons and making me go to church? Or are you teaching? What's to learn? what's to teach? what's to live for?
Dark side can't be show because it will put us on the unacceptable behavior, but what's right and what's wrong? Who made the rules? Rules are meant to be broken!

Let my spirit to be free and stop punishing me for been like I am! I feel like I am cursed and not blessed, if I am so bad, then just erased me.

Can we tell the world that? Can we tell the world is ok to not be ok with who we are and I really feel like I'm not going to be able to survive.  Dark side is always there to remind us that suffer is just a way to grow and never heal... We never heal for complete!

Confused and lost

I have always been a brat kid...I have always been in and out of trouble.  I love fighting, and I have done terrible things.  I was lucky not to finish up in Juvie, I was lucky to have a clean record.  I was Lucky.  I grew up on a abusive home, verbal and physical abuse, and to tell the truth, out of both, verbal hurts more than physical.  One punch and one black eye will leave your body in a couple days, but those words and insults will never go and it will hunt you down and destroy you forever until the day You die. 
Growing up I had to heard my father calling me all kind of stuff, funny thing is I still think of myself that way.  I never recuperated, I never got confident enough to let those words go.  I did everything right,but for him it was all wrong.  I got great grades, I play sports, I help in the house, I helped my grandparents, I own my own money since I was 8, I was always trying to impress him, but he never noticed, or at least he pretend not to notice.

I was getting beat up at home, so at school any little incident I made it huge... if you stare at me, I beat u up.  If you laugh, I beat u up, if you say something, I beat you up.  If you mess with my best friend, I beat you up.  I was fighting people older than me, taller than me, bigger than me.  I was not hurting, and I was not letting people beat me, because I was already getting beat up at home.  It was my time to pay back, it was the moment I used to let that steam out of me, yes my dad could hit me, and I couldn't hit him back, so I used anything as a excuse to fight those demons I couldn't hit at home.  I grew up angry at God, I grew up mad at myself, I grew up in pain. 
I stabbed a classmate with a pencil in his forehead,  I hit some girl with my lunch box and she got 8 stitches on her forehead,  I kicked my friend and 1st boyfriend Manuel on his knee so he required 12 stitches, I pushed girls down the stairs, I slapped a girl in front of the Physics Class, I fought my Science's teacher daughter, and I beat her up until I knock her out, I fought at every basketball game, I fought boys, I fought everybody.  I thought it was the world against me... I was just mad, and confused and lost in the world.  I didn't grew up with a friend I could talk about my abuse with... I didn't grew up with a best friend... My mom was never there, and when she was, she was too scared.
My dad was the cop, and he always said if I wanted to call Child Services, I can, but he was the cop everybody knew, and my whole family were cops, so WHO I will call???
One day he grabbed the phone and told me he could dial the number for me... One day he told me to tell who ever asked me why I had a black eye and bruises to tell them, that I got those bc he gave it to me and if they had any problems, to let him know so he can put some of those on them too!! LOL

My father was Hitler to me, I was terrified, and to tell the truth I'M STILL TERRIFIED OF HIM!  I'm 27 years old... My dad still that monster in my dreams, I still have rage under my skin, I still have wounds that haven't heal, I still have scars that can't be hide...

I don't think I will ever recover, but you know the irony of this? He hasn't talk to me in a month...He is mad at me, according to my sister, he is mad because in FB he saw that I'm dating someone... He is not proud of me and my sexuality.  "He hasn't raised any lesbian"... I'm not his daughter.  He didn't raised a lesbian, that I know... He raised me, I.D.C.P. My sexuality came with it, my sexuality born with me, and it was not something you can teach, it was just me.  I haven't got in a real and truthful relationship, because I'm scared to be him.  I see myself reacting to some stuff, and I'm scared of myself... I asked God, why in the hell you still have me here for? I don't know yet... I have a dysfunctional family and everyday I tried not to be like them.  I don't want to use or sell drugs, I don't want to be in jail, I don't want to get kill or be killed, I don't want any of that.  I thought about suicide everyday of my life... but I will never do such thing, because I have a brother who is 13 and needs me... I have a sister who is 21 and needs me.  I can't let more people down, I already let myself down... I can't cause more pain to those who loves me.  But I do ask myself everyday, if a bullet is the one thing that is going to end my life one day.

I'm confused and I'm lost... I think we are not paying enough attention... Lord have mercy and take my soul away...

CP

I stop living, and I started to exist...

Are we living or are we existing?  That's a tricky question, and behind all that non sense talk, not everybody knows what are we doing here.  I have been in survival mode for a long time... I'm always so defensive, so insecure, never let my guard down.  I never let people come close to me, I run away from live, or I least I tried.  I haven't live my life, I'm just existing on it.  Living a life is when we get every chance, every opportunity and we grab it and make the best out of it... but we are existing, we just let things happen, and we are just in a constant rutine without a bigger goal in life, because we are not thinking about tomorrow.

Surviving, existing and not living, something happened a very long time ago, and I was forced to stop living.  I survived terrible things in life, I have focus all my energy on the next task, but I have lost the focus on what life is really is about.

I go to therapy, I tried to talk, and I haven't told everything, because to me is too much.  Is a dark past, and I promised myself I was going to keep it in the dark.  There is a part of me that I don't want to come out, that was my past and I'm trying now to be at peace with it.   I have scars that remind me everyday of the pain I suffered through the years.  Wounds will heal, but the scars will always be there to remind us our past.  I have a fresh wound, everytime I think is healing it opens up and it bleed.


I have a father who is a son of a bitch, but I still love him.  I have a mother who didn't took care of me... I still love them, I still respect them.  I see them and I tried to find a justification for what I've been through, but when I see my siblings going through the same shit, I ask myself and God, how in the hell you let them have us?  I don't know why, I don't know what, I will never know what was the plan with them, but in this universe where things are so fucked up, I have a little faith tomorrow my fight will be over, I won't have to fight this war no more, and I will be able to look at the mirror and see me free.

I want to live my life at full potential, I want to love without regrets, I want to be myself...  I haven't done any of that, what the fuck I'm waiting for? Who knows but it might be dangerous when you see yourself at nothing but a piece of trash.

CP

Ur abuse still hunt me everyday

It's been years since the last time your hands land on me.  I still remember that day... it was a friday afternoon in Mayaguez.  You grabbed me by my neck and told me you will kill me.  I couldn't breath for couple seconds, I got scared.  My mom just stood there... it hurts my feeling even more that day.  I asked myself what I did that day, what I did to you to hate me so much, and wish you could kill me that day... When I heard you say "You better break up with her"... You were furious, because I was dating a girl.  You have always say you don't have a "gay daughter", you have always been ashamed of myself.  I can't control my emotions, I can't change who I am.  I don't do any harm, I stay clean, I got a job that many people appreciate.  I serve my country, I left the island for better, I go to school.  I do things now the right way, because I want to set an example for my brother and sister.  I believe in GOD, I have a lot of faith,  I have integrity, I have decent friends.  I have always try to impress you, and today I asked myself, WHY IN THE HELL DO I NEED YOU TO SAY IS OK.  I don't need your approval, I don't need your partial love, I don't need you to be proud, I only need to cut those chains that are holding me back, and that are getting the best of me.

I will never be the same, you have left wounds in my life, you have scar me forever.  Your words are like knives, your hands are like blocks... You have damaged me forever... I can only fix myself to the point I can make it all work again, but I will never be new again.

I hate you, I love you, I miss you... You are my dad, and I can only say I wish you the best, and if you ever decided to accept me and understand that I'm still the same daughter God gave you 27 years ago, and understand that my sexuality is just a part of me, but who I am is I.D.C.P.  I will be here.

I didn't walk away, you did.


DINDY11

Don't let the outside define the inside

How many times we look at someone and just by the look we make assumptions and judge the character? How many of those assumptions are really true? Not many... You can see something from the outside, and our mind starts making accusations, start judging and start sending the wrong message.  Is not until we try it that we finally see what's inside.  That's how I go by every day of my life.  People look at me and they see something, or should I say, they think they saw something.  My outside display is not what my inside character is all about this days.  I love tattoos, I love piercings, I love hats, I love men's clothes...my inside is not what those tastes are about.  I see tattoos as arts, while others might see it as "a way to pretend to be tough" or "related to gangsters"... I see "piercings as style and sexiness", others might think is just a rebel kid and no good path to follow.  I wear hats, and sometimes I wear men's clothes, it doesn't mean I THINK AS MYSELF AS A MAN.  I love been a girl, I love every part of myself.  I don't wear men's cologne, I don't think of myself as a macho man.  I just have a different style which make me comfortable everyday.  Inside I can't be anymore girly, because there is no more way to be as girly as I am.  I'm allllll girl, but the way I like to dress might say something else.  But you need to know me, that way you will really know who I am.  

 

People don't take the time, they just judge, you can see who I am from the outside, my inside is my world, my outside is just the shell.  I leave my inside expose to those who are not afraid to take a few more steps, open the door and stay to enjoy the real me everyday. 

 

I just don't like to expose everything to those who just want to be nosy.  My inside is for those who have the key of my heart and for those who want to stay for a long time.

 

DINDY

WNBA DRAFT AND PROSPECTS

First the Draft will be on the 16 of April at Connecticut.  I don't know why it changed but this year I guess they are giving the prospects a little more time to get ready.  The number 1 pick will be for Los Angeles Sparks... Here is how it will go, at least the first round.

First Round
1)	Los Angeles (15-19) - Parker needs help on the post.
2)	Seattle from Chicago (14-20) (Cash/Willingham, 1/2/12) They need more of a 2/1...
3)	Minnesota from Washington (6-28) (Anosike, 4/5/11) no changes required!
4)	Tulsa (3-31)- They need a sharp shooting guard. Well, they need a LOT!!LMAO
5)	San Antonio (18-16)- They need a true PG, now they got  C/ F Tangela Smith, she is solid.
6)	Phoenix (19-15)- With PT out, a backup PG is in need and a true productive Center
7)	New York (19-15)-  They got a back Up PG now with Kelly Miller, I will go with a Back up SG.
8)	Washington from Atlanta (20-14) (Harding/Miller/Phillips, 4/11/11)- New Coach... too back there is no draft for that!! LMAO They need a lot, a whole new team!
9)	Connecticut (21-13)-  New PG, New SG... back up Center
10)	Washington from Seattle (21-13) (Smith, Monroe, Thomas, Phillips, 4/29/11)- NEW TEAM!
11)	Indiana (21-13)- Now that they have a pretty solid team, maybe a backup PG
	12) Minnesota (27-7) I think they can repeat championship. Now what's available this year... and I think this year it will be like in 2010, on which not a lot of rookies survived the cuts.  Last year they had a little bit of more participation because the talent was more, but to be honest, this year draft choices look kind of short of talented player that can survive the cuts... I will go with Nnemkadi Ogwumike – Stanford  for the 1st pick, bring a lot of versatility to the court, is a very solid Forward and it will help a lot in the team.  I think the combination of a HEALTHY Parker and Ogwumike can be lethal if they work together.  Second option for  Seattle can be Tiffany Hayes, she can shoot, can pass, can rebound, is very versatile player and it think can bring a lot of energy to the team.  What might cost her the second pick will be the injury that she is happened to have now in her feet. So, it might all depends on how much risk the team wants.  Third pick, if I was Minnesota will go with Glory Johnson – Tennessee, the kid is one of the most athletic players I have seen.  She can jump, is very aggressive under the basket, and is not even that tall compare to other players, but her ability of jumping so high and her athleticism is just phenomenal, I think she can even be a #2 in the draft.  Tulsa, is in a middle of reconstruction.  They started with the trade of Riley for an experienced PG Temeka Johnson, they signed Jene Morris... they even have a great coach now in charge, it will take time, but I believe with the right choices this team can make a lot of noise, I will go with a guard and leader like Shekinna Stricklen – Tennessee.  I think it could be a good fit to the team.  Now San Antonio, they signed Tangela Smith , they signed Loore Moore... so they got a Center, who is an excellent 3pt shooter and a experienced and veteren PG, which has played before with Becky Hammon.   I think they can use a back up Center, or PG or either SG, that way it will give Hammon the chance to seat and rest, or we can bring a Forward like Deveraux Peters – Notre Dame , we just might to pray for her bad temper, but SASS is a very religious team, so they can ALL take her to church, performed an exorcism and make her a nun.  Everything is possible. Now Phoenix... with PT out and not real good Center, I will aim for a Center... Peters can be a good choice or we can get someone who can fulfill the role of PT in court. A think this year it will be a tricky one, is not only an Olympic year, but there is a lack of  players that are going to be out because of compromise with their Olympic teams.  I can see Minnesota repeating a championship, or an ATL  or Indiana finally getting it.  D11

RANDOM

Motherfuckers want to fight me, motherfuckers want to be all loud! I'm psycho, I go hard on you and your stupid ass friends.  I'm not scared, I do me and you can only be nothing else.  Motherfuckers want to find me, why? Because they want my life...U are all so cautious, me? I got in trouble all day long... I don't think U understand this, but noone knows what it means.  Go so hard, u envy this...

 

I get in my zone and things don't go well for those who try to get in.  I'm not thinking I'm just better, I'm telling you I am...  I do my job so good that people think I have some type of coe for it, but all I do is be me all day long.  I pour a glass of wine, smoke some Hooka and think about the consequences.  I 'm not into anything that will altere myself or my mind. 

 

What you hope to accomplish I already did, BITCH!!!

 

 

D11

WHEN I WAS LITTLE

When I was little life wasn't easy.  When I was little I wanted to grow faster.  When I was little I asked myself if things were going to be the same.  When I was little I was my daddy's little punching bag.  When I was little I never could understand.  When I was little I closed my eyes and wished for my life to end.  When I was little, I hope someone took me away.  When I was little I lost my first best friend.  When I was little I had to wait until 3am outside the bar so my father could get drunk.  When I was little I helped my mom take care of them.  When I was little I was already a grown up.  When I was little I had responsibilities of a 20 years old girl.  When I was little there was no time for games.  When I was little I went from place to place.  When I was little I hated him so much.  When I was little a part of me got lost. 

Now that I am a grown up I can only look back and understand how much pain, how much damage actions and words from the parents can do to a person... I grew up and I thank God I'm not a complete screwed up.  I'm not perfect, but at least I don't go around pretending...

ONE THING OR TWO...

I know one thing or two about love.  I know one thing or two about hate.  I know one thing or two about Life. I know one thing or two about game.  I know one thing or two about me, but I never knew one thing or two about you.  I know one thing or two about hustling. I know one thing or two about regrets, one thing or two about deception, one thing or two about affection.  I know one thing or two about respect, but not enough to own myself.  I know one thing or two about what's right or wrong, but those things never are enough for me, anyway.  I know one thing or two about God, I know one thing or two about evil... One thing or two is ALL I know and for now is just okay. I don't need to know a lot, the things I've learned were just enough to survived here today.

One thing or two I do know...


D11

I think I'm missing a part of me...

THERE IS A PART OF MY SOUL MISSING, THERE IS A PART OF ME COMPLETELY LOST... THERE IS DARK AND TWISTED THOUGHTS, THERE IS A PART OF ME THAT AINT HAPPY WITH WHAT I GOT. I CAN'T BE GREEDY BUT I CAN'T LIE EITHER... I HAVE A LOT, MAYBE MORE THAN WHAT I ASK GOD, AND STILL AFTER 4 YEARS OF GOOD STUFF GOING ON IN MY LIFE, STILL SOMETHING MISSING ON MY HEART AND IS NOT ABOUT RELIGION, AND IS NOT ABOUT GOD... I HAVE CARS, I HAVE MONEY, I TRAVEL THE WORLD, I VE BEEN IN PLACES THAT ONLY PEOPLE CAN SEE ON TV, I WENT THERE AND I HAVE BEEN IN IT... NOW WHEN I SEE IT ON TV, I CAN SAY LOUD AND PROUD I WAS THERE... STILL SOMETHING IS MISSING ON MY LIFE... IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT, ON THE DARKNESS OF MY ROOM, WHEN NOONE IS LOOKING I CRY LIKE A LITTLE BABY AND I ASK GOD FOR GUIDANCE... I MIGHT NOT BE PERFECT, I MIGHT NOT ALWAYS BE NICE, I MIGHT BE RUDE AND SOMETIMES I MIGHT BE A PAIN IN THE ASS, BUT NEVER LET THOSE THINGS CHANGE THE WAY U THINK ABOUT THE REAL ME...CUZ ONLY CLOSE AND REAL FRIENDS KNOW THE REAL ME...

PPL SEE ME AND AUTOMATICALLY MADE THE WRONG CONCLUSION, PPL SEES MY TATTOOS AND THINK I'M THAT CRAZY CHICK... PPL HEARD MY FUNNY ACCENT AND THINK I'M DUMB... WELL I HAVE MORE EDUCATION THAN WHAT U KNOW!

THERE IS A BROKEN HEART I HAVEN'T BE ABLE TO RESTART, I PUT IT TOGETHER LONG TIME AGO, I PUT A BAND AID AND MOVE ON, I LOCK IT AND I FORGOT ABOUT IT, I TOLD MYSELF I WILL LOOK FOR IT WHEN THE TIME IS THE PERFECT ONE, IT'S BEEN ALMOST 5 YEARS SINCE THE LAST, AND I'M OK NOW. BUT STILL THERE IS SOMETHING MISSING AND I CAN'T FIND WHAT IS IT! I MADE A LOT OF JOKES, I'M SILLY 90% OF THE TIME, I HATE TALKING BOUT LOVE AND I HAVE 2 CRAZY FRIENDS THAT TELL ME ALMOST EVERYTHING ABOUT THEIR LOVE, AND SOMETIMES I TELL MYSELF I DONT WANT THAT, AND THERE IS OTHER TIME WHEN I SEE GREY'S THAT I WANT IT...

LOVE SUCKS, BUT I CAN'T TELL U WHAT IS IT CUZ BY EXPERIENCE I HAVEN'T FOUND IT YET... WE SOMETIMES CONFUSED LOVE AND HIS DEFINITION... BUT TO TELL U THE TRUTH WE WILL NEVER KNOW THE REAL THING ABOUT LOVE AND WE ALL GET CONFUSED...

I MISSING A LOT ON LIFE, BUT I NEED TO LEARN TO APPRECIATE WHAT I GOT NOW, AND MAYBE GOD AND LIFE WILL GIVE ME WHAT I WANT WHEN I VALUE WHAT I GOT TODAY IN MY HANDS!!!

MISSING A PART OF ME WILL ALWAYS BE AN ISSUE AND THE TRUTH MIGHT BE, THAT I M NOT MISSING ANYTHING, IS ME THAT IS NOT SEEING WHAT IS NEXT TO ME!

CP

Interview with the FBI

My interview with me FBI:

 

 "Ms. Cancela tell me about your experience in the USAF, and how that time serving your country will help you to be success on the FBI"- ASKED THE AGENT. "Well, I know how to pack a box, I know how to do security check , you know like TSA, I know how to put people on a bus, I know how to drive a forklift, I know how to label a box, I'm an expert on the MSN Messenger, I kn...ow the in and outs of a copy machine, I know how to deal with customers, I write 40 wpm on the messenger, I know ppl from the ports, people from the moving company, I know how to make your move smoothly, I know how to file papers, I know how to watch You Tube, I know how to book flights, cancel flights, I know everything about classified shipments, I know how to make a Wood box, how to cut wood, hammer, Print a label, do Power POint presentations, I know how to clean bldg, clean bathrooms, vaccuum, I do an excelent job when it comes to crystal doors, yeah I'm so good they called me "MARIA" uh huh! Oh and I have expert markmanship with my M16 three times, I got 43,46,48 scores with my M16. And I'm certified under the program S.TA.R. and certified with my 9MM" -ME "O_o"- FBI AGENT....

 

LMAO... This is how my mind goes... all day long!! Imagine funny stuff.

 

 

DINDY

AROUND THE WORLD

DESDE ADENTRO...

Hay momentos en nuestra vida donde situaciones llegan y ni sabemos que hacer.  Hay momentos en donde tenemos que decidir cual es el proximo paso a seguir, y no solo tenemos miedo, si no tambien tenemos confusión.  Las decisiones que tomamos hoy, pueden ser un camino de destrucción en un mañana.  Es curioso y contradictorio, el tener que entender que "todo pasa por alguna razón", pero si tomamos la decisión equivocada todo se irá a la mierda.

¿Cómo saber que está bien y que está mal?  Díficil de entender, díficil de creer, manteniendo una mente sana, es donde todo lo que se creía correcto se vuelve polemico. 
Si tuviese que callar mi mente, y mi corazón en estos momentos no estaría en donde estuviese que estar...
Solo me queda el pensar, el corazón y tres lágrimas. las cuales conservo para el momento en donde pueda yo lograr ver un poco más del más alla!!!

Amor, virtud, y un sudor de frente que se pierde entre tanta gente... Dolor eterno, que solo Dios, y yo conocemos, en mi interior solo hay sueños incompletos, un montón de rencor, y poca fe para aquel que en algún me hizo creer que yo podría ser más de lo que se debía ser...


D11

If we are not scared, we are not paying attention!

Everybody is scared... we all have fears.  Those who are not scared of anything, are the ones who are not paying any attention to life.  They are not learning, they are not looking around, they will grow older and look back and think "WHAT THE HECK I DID WITH MY LIFE?" 
Is ok to have fears, is ok to be scared, but the point is to be scared for the things that are actually scary and over come them.  Once we overcome our fears we learn something, we recognized our power, we recognized our limits, we challenged ourselves to be greaters.  Our mind is a power instrument, it can help us or it can destroy us... Who much power and how much control you give the mind is up to you.  Don't let the mind defined your fears, and don't let the fears defined you.  Fears is just another way for God to challenged ourselves, He want the best of us, and when the fears are presented is time to show who strong we are and how smart we are.

We are paying attention, we are learning.  Life is a school, God is our teacher and we are the students... Fears are there to keep you awake, not to control you.


D11

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT...

I thought the good part of life had started, but I guess I was wrong. It's been a pretty rough couple months, and sometimes I feel I'm drowning on my own life.  I tried to do different things, I looked up for help, I talked to people, I did everything I was supposed to do, and still everything is a mess.  One wave after another and everything I go for air another wave hit me and push me even more further down.  I thought about giving up, and I think about it everyday.  I will have to admit that it is scary, and I think about my family.  I have a brother who will be devastate and I have a sister who will never forgive me.  So, here I am... Trying so hard not to be selfish.  I lost respect for life, I lost respect for myself, I'm not the same and I will never be.  Something happened, long time ago... I'm not allowed to talk about it, but it did happened and now I'm not in the right place. 
I'm always angry, I'm always running, but every time I look back, there is and I can't get rid of it.

Tears, nights when I haven't close my eyes, anger, madness... all have run me over and each time take a piece of what was left of me. 

When I thought this was over, I realized it was just the beginning of another hits of waves and I asked myself, ARE YOU READY? 
I haven't answer the question, I haven't think about it...but I know one thing, I WILL BE PUSH AROUND, I WILL GET HURT, I WILL BLEED, I WILL CRY, I WILL SCREAM, AND THROUGH THE PAIN I WILL ALWAYS KNOW I'M STILL HERE...


D11

LET'S TALK BASKETBALL...

Si no sabias, llevo años escribiendo mi aclamado blog "LET'S TALK BASKETBALL" , lo puedes conseguir aqui o en Myspace, asi de viejo son mis analisis cada año antes de comenzar la temporada...No me pregunten nada de lo que hacen o dejen de hacer en los 8 meses que estan en el extranjero, pq la verdad, es que ni puta idea. No pq no quiera, si no que no tengo el mismo acceso, y pues la horas, y mil problemas!!! Anyway, aqui vamos... Y hay por supuesto aclarar que lo mio es siempre muy divertido, aqui no hay reglas, ni patrocinio, ni favoritismo, aqui se lleva quien sea el aguacero y lo digo bien fresca con mi cara de lechuga!! XD
Bueno vamos a comenzar con las agentes libres...
We have Sue Bird, Alana Beard, Ticha Penicheiro, Candice Parker, Michelle Snow, Tanisha Wright... I mean seriously, this year we have A GREATTTTT GROUP of free agents, restricted and unrestricted, I saw Ketia Swanier, Candice Wiggins on the list too, is unbelievable, so many talented players... only 11 spots, and just 12 teams, competition just got bigger and harder.
Team making cuts, team making trades from left to right, and we still have to wait for the Draft... I mean, is crazy!! First free agent that everybody keeps talking about is Sue Bird... I know everybody wish, and want her to sign with Phoenix... LOL But, would she leave Seattle? MMM Yo no creo que ella vaya a dejar un equipo donde ella es la estrella a seguir, para irse a la sombre de DT... No creo, pero cuando hay deseo de ganar un campeonato, y estar en un equipo donde la mejor jugadora del mundo esta disponible, y es tu BFF, pues sabemos poner egos a un lado y lograr esa meta... Veremos a ver!!!
Alana Beard, to tell the truth and I don't mean to be rude or offend noone, I forgot how she plays or if she is any good... Seriously, when was the last time she played??? Washington has missed many years of opportunities by keeping her, and I think this is the year they need to let her go. IF I was Alana, I will like to sign with a team where I can come from the bench, get my game back 100%, get healthy, get comfortable, and just relax, let the game come to me, it's been years, since the last time she played, she is not the same, she don't need the stress, she needs to go to a team, where she has a different role and there is no stress of caring a team on her shoulder. Like Phoenix will be a good fit, or NY, or Seattle, or ATL. They already have a main player, tienen un cuadro regular, y ella seria un remplazo perfecto. I don't mean to be rude, or cruel, I'm just saying, going back to WASH ppl are going to be expecting her to caring the team, and that's when injuries come... so, sign with another team mija!!! LMAO But not Tulsa, cuz they might want you to be the star, and you don't need that at this moment!! Take your time, get back and thennnnnn show the world You are ready to be a starter.
Now, Phoenix Mercury...They have the best basketball player in the Women's game... I'm not saying this just because I love Diana Taurasi, and she is my idol, I'm just been a realistic person. She is good, is like me saying MAYA MOORE Is damn good, and she will never be DIANA, But I believe if she wants she can be much better. PLAIN AND SIMPLE!!! One thing is been a fan, another is been realistic, they girl has talent! Anyway, Phoenix... We have DT, also PT, and CD... we traded the PG (Johnson) for Riley, we have not a real center, and the bench pretty much SUCKS, with the exception of couple players, like Ketia , which I really believe can get a starting position, if she is more consistent and get more out of her shell, she is fast, can pass, she can shoot, she just need to shoot more, be less scared! Anyway, they have, Ferdinand which is a free agent... and that was it!!! LMAO So... looking at the free agents list, and the roster, they need a Center... PG, yes and no... like I said, if Ketia is giving more time, and more training with the core players, I think she will fit... But who knows... anyway. If they want to slow down now, because they are getting "old" XD, well then we have TICHA!!! Which is a great PG and great fit...but a Center... you guys better throw some money to Parker, cuz seriously, PHX has no true center, and CD is a 4!!!! Silvia!!! She played with DT before!! Put some money on the table!! lmao I'M JUST SAYING!!!! NADIE ME PAGA POR ESTO, ES SOLO MI OPINION!! GRACIAS A DIOS POR LA CONSTITUCION AMERICANA!!!
Now, SASS EHHH Me han desmantelado al equipo, ahahahahahah todas son agentes libres! LMAO Ay padre, bueno they need a CENTER, PG, 3,4, BENCH... AY PADRE PERO Q MESS! LMAO Ketia para las SASS, o Ticha... Y de centro? una Crystal Langhorne nos vendria muy bien, o Anosiky...mmmm Es que hay muchas jugadoras buenas!!!! En serio...
Washington, I guess if everybody leave, they will have a brand new team! LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO OH well, I will do a clean up on that team if I was the Owner, sometimes U have to start from zero to get to where you really want to... so, if cutting everybody and make a new team is the best option, don't be scared and take some risks, you will never know until you try it!!!!
Who else I like, Seattle OF COURSE!!! well, we all know LJ no jugara la primera parte de la temporada, pq quiere entrenar con su equipo olimpico, este año quiere ganar, pq es un tipo de venganza... ahahahahahah XD Es broma, es broma!!! Cambiaron a Swin Cash, y por algo fue, y cuando veo nombres como FOWLES, ANOSIKY, LANGHORNE, PARKER, CARSON EN LA LISTA DE FREE AGENTS, ES PQ ALGO ELLOS VIERON TAMBN!! So, a alguien grande quieren firmar... veremos a ver a quien!!!
LA... LISA LESLIE, She better do something, lol along with Penny ahahahaha jk jk Parker, she needs some help, they have the 1st pick, and I hope and pray they are smart about it and pick the best player out of college, we don't want just a fit for the team, we want the best, why? because the best will get you there, the best will be there when ur older player get injured or leave! so, hay que pensar para ganar, y hay q pensar un poco mas alla.
Chicago...Bueno, pues tienen a Cash, pero si se les va Young or Fowles, pues entonces el avance no fue ninguno!!! ahahahahahahahahaha So, esperemos que el equipo se quede con sus jugadoras y que la adicion de Cash, les de un mejor balance y mejor oportunidad de llegar a los playoffs y quizas en un futuro a la final.
ATL... Con la McMenu, que pase la bola es lo que tiene q hacer carajo!!
Tulsa...Oraremos por ti.
New York... entre una con la musica y la otra con la moda, bueno pues... lo que tenemos es tremendo espectaculo! ahahahahahahahah
Indiana... Si se queda igual, a la final llegan!
Minn... Los veo repitiendo campeonato! AHHAHAHAH
Conn... Sin comentarios... LOL
Y ya, me voy que me canse, lo mio es por rato!!
DINDY
Here is the WNBA list of Free Agents
http://www.wnba.com/news/playermovementcentral2012.html

LET'S TALK BASKETBALL

I guess we started the new year with a lot of commotion due to the traded that happened between Chicago Sky and Seattle Storm. For some people that could have been the dumbest move that Seattle did but for other people like Chicago it could be the smartest move they could made, is all depends which angle you are looking at this trade.  The Seattle Storm trade Swin Cash and Le' Coe and #23 pick for the #2 draft... trust me, I don't think Coach Angler just wanted to get #2 pick on the draft...there most me something else cooking on that BBQ but it won't be ready until the summer, which is fine!! I like surprises. =)
The waiting now is on where Sue Bird will be signing, which team will be the luckiest to have the dominant, smartest and reliable point guard on the league.  I think Seattle is the perfect fit for it, she is already the queen of the team and town, she has Lauren Jackson in her team, which they know each other very well and their chemistry is pretty solid on both ends.  But there is also teams like New York Liberty or Connecticut Sun on which she could served as a lot of help.  I was just joking with one of my followers on Twitter about having her on San Antonio Silver Stars, it would be great because Becky Hammon would finally have a pretty solid Point Guard, which will know exactly how and when to get her the ball, it could be a great combo in my opinion, but is just an opinion a very far from becoming real.  Then I thought Phoenix Mercury, her Best Friend is there... Diana Taurasi! Plus the two has a great chemistry on and off the court, which could help the team a little bit.  That would be a dream team, because they already have Taurasi, Taylor...then we are waiting on Dupree. If they can get DT,PT,CD and Sue on the same team... UFFF the whole league should be prepare and feel a little fear.  But, is all a big own opinion...Plus I see it through the years, and in many different teams, on which there are so many good stars and for some reason they can't all make it work and they can't get the championship at the end. 


Well, I can only say I'm excited and anxious to see what season 16 of the WNBA has to bring!! With Rookies like  Stanford forward Nnemkadi Ogwumike (considered the probable No. 1 pick), Glory Johnson and Shekinna Stricklen from Tennessee, Connecticut guard Tiffany Hayes, Ohio State’s Samantha Prahalis and Miami’s duo of Shenise Johnson and Riquna Williams.  Let's see who will be #2, and then who else Coach Angler has on his sight...